thanks for the support, and sorry 4 the late post, i was getting too obsessed so i stopped going on the website for a while
I've been given chlomipramine witch seems to help with anxiety, i think my symptoms are getting a little better,
I'm seeing a doctor who thinks i should try various medical treatments, i'll be sure to report if any are effective.
It´s still pretty hard, this derealisation really put things into perspective, how fragile and personal reality really is.
best regards