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  1. Where is my childhood do we have regret from mistakes, I even cant feel I have regret buth I do, everything in the past is gone out of memory and there is no past or dreams, only instinct has left running with a autopilot, after realizing never wil be the same like before and be happy what we achieved and even if we cant feel it.
  2. What will happen if you don't want to listen booom !!


  3. The pleasure to be alone and only is god 

  4. I thought I wil be fine alone and I dont need nobody I should be strong alone after long year's I see how much I lost because I needed I guide and some one to talk and share  

  5. Go with good people and leave the bad hart people behind

  6. I have this problem for more then 4 years my hppd started frist with head presure before I start notice first symptoms of hppd, and I use painkillers to threat this issue There is a natural painkiller named PEA-supplement and I using this for 10 days worth a try for a solution in longterm
  7. Its true that's the brain can heal its self or rewire if some one is disciplined and do lot of healty things in life he can be sure take big steps to recover faster then you can imagine Easy said then done master your mind and everthing wil be easy, we have to aim for this And I want to say after 6 months of klonopin use I stopt cold turkey, it was stupid buth still feel the damage of benzo use
  8. Yes man its true I look also drugs as a big harm for my self when I look back what it did to me and worry about people using while they healty and dont know what it can cause if its go wrong And I geth scare from people lose control when they using drugs The story of drugs use is also over for me and look healty ways to enjoy life And yes best way stay out of drugs is cut out this friends, no money no gold can be compared with your health
  9. Gman still try to use drugs and want to enjoy while on hppd I think he want to say my hppd increased by 95 % Gman your doing a good job making your hppd worse
  10. I want letter a logical explanation I learned from my religion that some people try to make something hard to understand and try to make profit to go there way and make profit from them When you learn to think logically you can resolve a lot problems for your self buth exactly they dont want it. Like if you.ask to a doctor will sport exercise help me ? They will say yes it is good for you buth they dont want to say if its enough to feel good, why? Because they cant offer or sell medication to the meds industry and he cant offer a good service to earn there money And if you dont ask anything what can help me they.puth you directly on medication why they dont ask do you have good cardiovascular condition? Can you run 100 metres? Can you climb 2 floors ? They dont want to know then you will start a medication trial before you know are you in good cardiovascular condition, and this is the basic to feel good and you just hope and wait you feel better buth it that day will noth come easly and you will loose energy and hope Logically if you geth first your cardiovascular condition beter with time and you feel fine and take some medication well then its fine, at the end your body create enough endorfines to treat your condition Mostly its isnt so hard to find some solutions for our problems buth we overwhelm our self Sharing my experience and lost a lot of time and hope and dont talk about all health professionals and dont blame them buth about the industry profit organizations
  11. Everthing what you learn in your teen age this is your main skills for life, after this period its wil be hard.

  12. Its look like going worse buth going up and down like waves in the beach once you reach the peak of your hppd Is there a way to cure hppd ? Yes of course how much? Depends on your body and hard work. 1 stop feeding hppd by oberserving it 2 stop having regret feelings 3 change to healty life style 4 puth a lot exercise in your life if its posible puth all your energy here first 5 dont waste to much time to search how to cure, you can only help your self 6 sometime things arent to difficult like we think the are Point 4 wil help dealing a lot of your problems now your in begin in your hppd condition so how faster you take action how faster you can minimize your damage
  13. Yea man this why we all here seeking for help buth the world alrdy fucked pretty hard where there is littel or no help for some people is struggling and need to find you own way out this where we geth stuck because we fucked our body all rdy and we cant think with a clear mind. I just know my body if i eat something unhealty for me or try to push my self to hard my body give me a sign with more tinitus.
  14. Hi people hope you doing well we trying to do or best to recover en enjoy life After a stress full time and work a lot with business with my brother we screwed op everthing we are at the point to close te company we dont know what to do and make lot of loss i start to feel tired and feel like i have a burn out and i try to recover from that for 2 months now and i notice some increase in hppd symptoms from time to time buth i know how to manage it buth i have more stress then rest And stress is the friend of hppd. Now i am in anhoter stress full time with the company still try to make things better again and barley can handle with it The pleasure of life has been gone for a while At the end i should be happy i dont notice hppd like 1% i had in my worse time in my life I have lot issue with head chase fatique and brainfog need realy help and some advice i cant race with the speed of life now. With brainfog i barley have memories for a long time ago. I still remember this word from tupac. Dont worry to be even to dont look happy Keep it up
  15. Hi Dukkha I am struggling with brainfog this is my one of my main issue i loose to much energy and time with this and trying for 2 month to geth it any better All food is just like industrial junk you cant escape from it and isnt so much left what should be naturel or tho choose everthing has poisoned and made only for the gain money and every body know that. I noticed how less i eat how les i have brainfog and more energy. For sensetieve people its a big issue. In my recovery years from hppd, i had more energy then at the moment its just insane. We just have to be happy thats everthing can be worse and look postieve to the future. We need somtimes experience guid form friends to help us out from something even for hppd, going to a doctor 2 times in a month would do so much they just sitting in there warm office and we espect they can help us realy out from your problems. Your effort is your future.
  16. It doesnt sounds good Like mine case its develops slowly and change to healty life style is very important time is your friend Its hard buth slowly have to go througt hard time Excerise can make it worse buth only while or a short time after buth its noth bad the first thing to add to your recovery path is this Nothing beats a fit body this was my motivation in my journey
  17. Dont pull the trigger so nothing can be worse dont come back here with hppd it wil be to late life is better without it Good luck be wise
  18. Txn for advice buth meditation have negatieve effects on me a try it before Is there some advice for branfog And how you doing?
  19. I used neuroheel this recept free pills contains valerian to and works like benzo and the side effect was that i feel trippy first 10min buth after i feel relax and calm for few hours buth this just for short term use and build quick tollerance after few days
  20. I wish you the best man keep it up hope you will have a great 2017 and keep exercise its my life saver from hppd cure Go in variation in sports and wonders can happen My 2016 was going backwards after i recoverd from hppd i start to smoke tabbaco again and its only gething worse with my health and i am struggling to quit buth noth there yet buth last 2 months its getting better whe hope for the good days and learn from the mistake we made Wish everybody a happy 2017 keep it going
  21. My cure I started ( 12/2015) to a road to cure my self to do some serieus sport and i feeld its was the only option left after 2 years of hell here is the progress Month 1- its was hell and boring to run in the gym buth i keep did it Month 3- start to feel the first noticible improvement Months 6- start to enjoy life again dr and and visuals goth much better Month 9- dr droped more, visuals gething better Medication droped to the lowest dose Month 11- quited sport Month 12- very mild hppd and dr free tappering of the med Month 13- medication free for 1 month and hppd stil mild Month 15-18 Only some light hppd symptoms apearing Month 19 still med free for 7 months Light symptoms gething better. The exercise i did include lot variations of intensity and scedules if you overtrain it does opiside effect I realy believe thats sports thats include cardio like running/cyclying/jogging hase a potantial in way to speed up recovery in a daily base or in a scedule. Like al we agreed that sports/exercises give a relief why if we do more then we should geth more. Do sports stay healty Or Do sport geth healty I believe the trick is increased blood flow in the body and when do sports body works in high gear. Exploring about hppd,medication,supps wich has leaded to a dead end. Medication in long term include a lot risks to damage your body And realy unpredicable to trigger your symptoms worsened back Like a lot post here buth yea we cant without it always. Probably doing not much and waiting while on meds thats wil cure your symptoms is the worst what you can do, it will loose your time and hope. At the end i came out of hppd and i feel lot stronger man before i have it and still enjoying life like never before. I wish the best for all of us
  22. I cant say its a bad thing buth visual to he says perhaps can activate psydelic patterns wich in my case i was going worse while i was trying to meditation, buth every body is different it was a panic response of my experience.
  23. Yes the activity has has been so low then before its seems every body has left the forum maybe because the post here isnt so usefull maybe we should post more about usefull things then just find soulution with medication and docs because they cant help us anyway the succes rate of meds for hppd is just so extreme low And if you think meds is a big market where company care money you should think twice then try to grab meds in it as first option Your body is your doc you are your own doctor in the first case And i ask god to help everybody with hppd And in my case asking god to help me with my stressfull condition where i barely try to manage the stress in my life even without hppd and challenging a surival Why we suffering god? Because we do same faults? If we forgoth you you wil forgoth us to? Let me close my eyes in peace one day.
  24. If you recoverd and your hppd symptoms are minimal and dont effect your life And dont use meds for a long time Can you talk about a cure then I personanly dont think your able to cure 100% buth reach a normal life dont seems hard when you change to healty life style and stay off drugs