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Yea its very hard to lower my dose even i use low doses buth i talk with my doctor what the do And i am dont able to do things or work i am to sick for it i have strong dp dr hppd depresion that bad trip knockt me realy hard i was depressed to when i use mushrooms so that was not a good idea My new goals are meditation nuts and flaxseed oil for omega 3 and sport i wil see after 6 monts wat the result are I always knowed that wat i am feel or sawed thats not real i know i am sick Buth if i am not psygotic why work that for me? Do you know What can replace anti-psyotics?

No i dont have aniexty The problem is i feel so bad like my last bad trip i gues buth i am not sure i cant discriape how i feel when i am witout risperdal or if i try reduce the dose its been 2.5 years past and that symptom has still not recoverd I dont have deliuzins i need an alternative then anit-psygotics to calm down my mind and to geth normal i am in big trouble if i need to take risperdal my whole life if an psycian dont know what the do with me then who knows My visuals geth worse by time in the background with anti psygotics i only see the damage when i stop taking it i dont know if i have a serotonic problem or dopamine at the beginning i had light halunisations I saw face of humans when i close my eyes buth its over for 6monts i wil go to an new psycian soon buth i dont have much hope i am stuck i dont know what the do.

Txn for information and relplying Buth the problem is when i stop risperdal or lower the dose i feel my very uncalm its a feeling i cant discripe its was the same before starting anti-psygotics i think my bad trip experience have cause it permantly damage my mind I dont know where is the problem in my brain is it serotonic or dopamine now if i use sinemet in the place of risperdal wil i have a better effect? And if i lower the dose of risperdal my hppd geth very worse to like the ground moving and lot of more things i forgot to say i use already clonopin for 6monts 0,5mg day its stabilize my mood to buth i dont know if i am addicted to it buth yea if quit it i feel bad to i was the last man thats need drugs to use in the world I want to try sinemet with tolcapone and quit risperdal and use keppra to And i have started meditation 3 times 10 min at day wil see after 2monts wat i geth I will be very happy if sinemet can take risperdal over with no problems have sombody an idea that will work for me?

Buth the doctor tell me i have the symptoms of psygotic disease buth i am also depressif sometime because i cant do anything fun in my life because of hppd i just fucket my brain with this mushrooms hmm i am so mad and so unlucky in live i dont know wat the do mayby sinemet is my only hope to geth happy i believe i have damaged dopamine balance so what shall sinmet do for me is a big question What i try is with supllements a time ago is sprulinna, chlorella, magnesium,vitamine b-complex,fish oil, raw garlic, vitamine d, l-theanine,5htp,penlayine somthing call like that,stem cell nutrution, canabidiol All with no results only i few times placebo effects was like i geth hope that shall work buth nope Buth whats help me alot is eating every day a hand full different nuts after 2 monts i feelt big difference i have a beter mood buth still i am not good I have a big problem how the way my brain fuction i have a hard life like many hppd suffers I quit siggarets for 10 days now with champix now i feel i littel beter buth still unhappy waching tv and living in desperation i am trapd dont know what the future shall bring I want to fitness buth my foot is infected for a mont now i take med. For it i hope i will heal soon Mayby sport is away to increase my dopamine,endorfine,serotine levels Now what shall make stabilice my mood wil sinemet help me? I try anti-depressifs before buth dont help so the question is is my dopamine levels low that i cant enjoy life?

Please i need help and advice my English is not so good I used 1 year 1 time at the week mushrooms i believe te strongest after 1 very bad trip(the last one) i quit do drugs any more before i geth always bad trip from weed to after i do i few times i quit it to it was in the time when i used mushrooms Now after the last trip 1 month later i starting feeling stranger it was dp/dr what i first geth first time 1 week then 2 weeks then until now i have it still then came hppd and i then i geth the feeling to go crazy to loose my mind halunusations after images uncalm so i go to a pshcian he says i am psychotic after i take the med. I geth calm buth i am still hard like before like no med Buth now after 2,5 years i am better buth still have hppd for 50/100 and stil sick like 30/100 compare other disease that i have Now when i starting to geth sick my libido sucks to my med first invega after risperdal make me feel like i have no feelings no emotions no libido no fun i dont like music any more i dont want to go and do somthing fun because i still dont feel me good I have try to take half of my dose of med. After 3 weeks my hppd geth wors and start to feel very bad i try to stop my med. To geth my life back buth i am stuck its imposible to deal witout anti psygotics for me buth Now is the question if i geth more dopamine then to lowering my dopamine whats my med. Do right now will i geth better like with sinemet example Plz help me and give me advice i want at least fun in my life again.

tried anyone neuromodulation for depression mayby thats it work for hppd , dp/dr?

have anyone tried brainwave optimatisiation for hppd and derealisation and deprelistaion?