Hope1
I really do feel for you man and I wasn't intending to shoot you down exactly.
We are all suffering with this hppd madness, that's why we are here, No? and like you i also struggle to manage another co-existing dehibilating condition.
Admittedly my initial comments lacked symphethy and I must apoligies for the coldness, however i try remain Hopeful which was meanly my point.
Hope is all we have