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  1. So did anyone try HGH? If so, please tell me you're experience with that.
  2. We'll actually there not that bad, while on roids I could have the ultra motivation to eat very healthy en sleep better than I do now. Also now i still take drugs, once a while, and I would stop doing that if I would use roids because than the anabolic cycle would not be at his best. But i understand your logic, but you might be wrong. Roid rage doesn't even excist, but it might infect my visuals true that!
  3. Did anyone here use anabolic steroids while under HPPD? If so, please tell me your experience. Did your symptoms got worse? Or has nothing changed ( Except getting very big )? Thanks in advance!
  4. I tried smoking pot again many times, and I never got the normal 'high' again. I got derealised and dissociated every time i tried smoking. So than I decided to never smoke again, i'm pretty sure if you don't stop smoking you're HPPD will not fully cure so.. You have to realise that the nice smoking days are over and instead of smoking you should do something else like sports.. I learned to life with it but i still miss the smoking, but instead I do a lot of sports now and I feel better every day!
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  6. I have this as well!! WOW it's so damn irritating, I used to speak very fluently but now especially when I speak with people that I don't know my speech skills are really bad And I'm on high school so it's really fucked up when I have to speek to a teacher in front of the hole class pfff
  7. How much do you pay for Keppra? My doctor says it's pretty expensive. Only people with migraine gets the amount payed back. Greetz Sam!
  8. So every anabolic steroid is bad for my symtoms? Is there any that doesn't effect it? Like anavar? Allready thanks for all your replies!
  9. Is Winstrol, also called stanozolol, bad for the HPPD symptoms? Cause i'm allready training 2 years and i'm kinda at my max now. So I wanna take these tabs for extra building and motivation And with that motivation I'm going to keep on exercising, and I know it will make my HPPD better. But will the winstrol increase my symptoms? I hope someone can give me advise!
  10. I have a huge problem, my neurologist won't subscribe me keppra. I explained her about HPPD but I'm not good of a talker.. I used to be very social but now i suffer from HPPD I'm not that smooth anymore. She said she could only help me with issues in the form of neurology, like migraine. She also said I probably have to go to a psychiatrist with my hppd What do I have to do to get keppra from a neurologist / doctor / psychiatrist? Please, I need advice!
  11. Ok, i copied the article : Er bestaat niet iets zoals 'er in blijven hangen'. De stoffen die je laat trippen die worden wel afgebroken en kunnen niet maanden in je lichaam blijven. Wat wel zo is, is dat er veranderingen optreden in het brein. Deze kunnen wel zeker overgaan. Ik heb zelf zo'n anderhalf jaar geleden HPPD opgelopen na het veelvuldig gebruiken van Paddo's. Ik ben na een aantal maanden naar de huisarts gegaan. Ik had last van depressie, HPPD, dissociatiestoornissen, dwanggedachten en veel angststoornissen (angststoornissen zijn een onderdeel van HPPD). Ik kreeg melatonine mee van de huisarts en nu, anderhalf jaar later, ben ik er zo goed als vanaf. Ik heb geen depressie meer, geen dwanggedachten, hallucinaties zijn zo goed als verdwenen en ook de angststoornissen zijn verdwenen. In de DSM-IV (een handboek dat wordt gebruikt door psychiaters en psychologen wereldwijd) staat dat het enkele jaren kan duren voordat HPPD volledig verdwenen is. Een psychose is natuurlijk nog een stapje erger. Bij een psychose ben verbinding met de werkelijkheid kwijt en zul je niet meer goed kunnen nadenken over je situatie. Voor al die mensen die HPPD hebben: HET IS GENEESLIJK! Als je hallucinaties te erg worden ga dan naar de huisarts. Ik hoop dat naast mijn huisarts andere huisartsen ook weten dat je met elke dag een flinke dosis melatonine (5 mg) een heel eind komt. Als je merkt dat je je toch last hebt van een trip dagen na de trip zelf, dan raad ik aan om minstens een half jaar geen paddo's te gebruiken. Laat je brein even het normale evenwicht terugzoeken.
  12. And does testo do anything wrong?
  13. Can anyone give me some advice about medication for my visual snow? I am taking diamox at the moment but i'm not noticing any changes. I want to look at something without the snow, I got used to it but still I want to have a normal sight. I have tinnitus as well so I hear ringing all the time and togheter with the visual snow it's really fucked up Any good meds? Thanks in advance
  14. Ok guys thanks very much for the information!
  15. Yes I mean melatonin, people use it to sleep but it also helps for HPPD. It's not my doctor that adviced it, but i read an article about some guy who got it from the doctor to get rid of his HPPD. He took it 1,5 year and he didn't had any anxiety anymore, no depression, no hallucinations, no obsesive thoughts. I can show you his article but it's in Netherlands. So thats wy I started to take it, it was before i discovered this site. I am taking it for 5 months now and I am noticing a very good change in the depersonalization and also a little of my derealisation. I do also notice a little change in my visuals, but maybe 10 %, I'm hoping that if i take it every day ( before i go to sleep ) that after a year or 2 i'm cured like the guy from the article. I am going to cominate it with keppra or naltrexone.