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Ok I'm not sure if I actually have hppd but there's something wrong with my eyes. I've never actually tripped but ive smoked weed and taken Molly. My eyes are getting better since I've slowed down though. When I have my eyes oped or closed I always see sparkly static no matter what. If I'm in a dark area or dark room with a tv it gets worse and sometimes it's hard to see anything with the static. Also, if I look at a carpet with a strange pattern the floor will start to seem to shift and move strangely. If I look at tile floor with small tiles I see lines that aren't there and will just stare in awe at the floor. If I don't drink massive amounts of water I get dizzy spells/lightheaded/starry eyed. Sometimes my mind zones out and I have no clue where it goes. I can stare at something and not realize it. This doesn't happen anymore but I also used to have random thoughts about nasty and violent things. Blood, gore, peoples insides, and cutting of skin. What does this mean? Cann anyone help me out?

Also if I look at something for a moment I can see traces of it when my eyes move away. Lights or otherwise. I see shifts in my vision randomly and sometimes with my heartbeat. Things jus look strange and no one knows what I'm talking about..