Agreed. Stay sober or at least give it a rest for awhile. For me, I wasn't really happy until I stopped getting high (that includes alcohol). I don't know if you have hppd but your symptoms sound reminiscent. The fact that "weed never felt the same again" is what happened to me. I didn't quit weed, it quit me. You haven't tripped an excessive amount of times. If you stay sober your symptoms are likely to moderate over time. Hang in there!
Just came to say that that is my theory, which seems to be helping people all around.
Anyway, 1 week has passed, she is still doing great!
My last post will be me doing shrooms, this summer or next summer.