Today the anxiety hit me really hard and I'm crying as I'm typing this. I don't want to be dramatic but this is the only place I can talk to people about this. Something reminded me how much my family doesn't understand and I don't know why they jump to conclusions. My mom constantly nags me. I know she means well, it's just really stressful. It always ends in me yelling, "I can't see!!!" And she doesn't get that.
I'm so tired of this. Only 7 months in this hellhole but it's just really getting to me.
DR and visuals have been hitting me harder. My dreams are a complete blur and the drowning feeling is growing.
Anyone know if turmeric helps? We put a lot of it in our food since I'm Afghan and just wanted to know if it helps with the healing of the brain.
Also, thinking of getting a catscan and is it worth the money? Maybe the doctors can help?
Worst part is I'm really craving coke and pills.